After I came back from my time in Fort Worth, I had a rough few months. Some of the lowest of my life for different reasons. I wasn't working. I applied for probably thirty jobs and didn't get any of them. I couldn't apply for summer semester at ASU because they didn't have a transcript of mine. Then I was shot down when I applied for the fall. I couldn't date cause, well, I was a loser. I just did a bunch of nothing. I contributed very little to the world. I felt like this really:
Things have definitely taken a turn for the better. Security work picked up dramatically and I was pretty busy for most of November, December, and January. ASU let me back in. I like my classes. Even better, I'm doing really well in my classes. I might actually graduate one of these days.
Things definitely aren't perfect now. I still have my own issues. I still have no idea what I am going to do with a degree when I get it. My mom still thinks I need to be on Ritalin. But I feel like there is actually some progress in my life. I am really happy with a lot of things. And that is really nice for the moment.